Taoism goes back a long way in China. The original Taoist doctrines can be traced back from as far as 4,000 years ago. The founder of Taoism is Laotze. He was searching for a way that would avoid the constant feudal warfare and other conflicts that disrupted society during his lifetime. But this philosophy slowly evolved into a religion and became one of the three great religions in China at one time. With the end of Ch’ing Dynasty in 1911 in China, state support for Taoism ended. Much of the Taoist heritage was destroyed during the next period.
After the communists took over in 1949, religious freedom was heavily restricted. During the cultural revolution in China from 1966 – 1976, many of the remaining Taoist heritage was destroyed until 1982 when Deng Xiao-Ping took over as the ruling party.
Today, the Taoist faith has close to 20 million followers worldwide and is centered primarily in Taiwan. Sadly, it has not been actively educating people on the religion and thus, sees a decline in followers especially in Asia. Similarly in Singapore, Taoism was once a major religion but the number have dwindled in recent years. Many youngsters are turning to other religions like Buddhism and Christianity largely because they viewed most Taoists as blind followers, practitioners of superstitions. Though the ultimate teachings of all faiths are the same, we do not wish to see the downfall of Taoism which was once known as the religion of all Chinese.
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I'll be posting more stuff that had happen last few month SOON.
This story was told to me by an old man in a village (kumpong) when I was in Indonesia for business 6 years ago. I stopped to look at his house because it has a Chinese tomb just outside. It was very unusual to see a Chinese tomb outside a Muslim house. The old man came to me and we chat. I was told later that the great ancestors of the old man was a Chinese and after a few generation of mixed marriage he became a Muslim. I was also told that he was once a professional witch that cast evil spells on people. But now, he has since retired after something happened to his family. Eventhough it was our first meeting and he don't speak English but we chat like no stranger. Maybe also he has Chinese blood flowing in him. And well, not forgetting to thanks my Indonesian friend that helped to do the translation. Our topic include rural living, religion and belief. Than he moved on to tell me a true story happened in his village in 1998. It was a story I would never forget. Let me reconstruct and share the story with you all here.
Jenny was a oldest child of 3 daughters from an Indonesian Chinese family. Her father was a businessman. They are wealthy and they lived in an apartment in a city. Because of some unwanted harassment from her father business rival, for safety reason, Jenny was sent to live with her relative in the old man village temporarily while waiting for a room in her high school hostel. As an immigrate Chinese living in Indonesia, Jenny complexion was pretty fair and she drew numerous of admirers. There was a young man living few houses away from where her aunt is living was also fond with this new coming young girl. After a few attempts to catch her attention at the bus-stop outside the village, the young man offered to give Jenny a lift to her school by his car. The public transport was usually very crowded and is inconvenience, also quite a distance from the main road to where she live, the free lift by the young man was just as helpful and it became more regularly.
Just when Jenny let her guard off of the newly known stranger, something just happened unexpectedly. One evening, Jenny was offered for a dinner with the young man in town. It was a planned dinner. Street lights are not commonly available in the rural area and therefore the sandy path from the main road leading to the houses inside would be very dark. The young man wanted to delay the time going back to the village so that he can carry out whatever plan he has in his evil mind. He wanted the evil act be concealed under the situation of darkness. Expectedly, the sky was already dark by the time they leave the restaurant. They head straight home inside the young man's car. Just a short distance away from their destination, the young man changed his route and drove to another village nearby. He then ripped off his mask and tried to take advantage of her. Jenny, a conservative young girl fought with the wolf inside the almost air tight car. All the screaming and sound of yelling were kept just inside the car. The soft young girl was than humiliated by the inhuman wolf helplessly in the night of complete darkness. To add to her mishap, Jenny was found contracted of sexually diseases few days after the incident. Thinking that she was treated very unfairly by the heaven and her day to happiness is ruined, Out of her mind, she put herself in all red before she hung herself from a tree at the one and only gateway to the village one morning before dawn. She wants him to live in fear and to remember her forever.
It is a sin to wear all in red deliberately before one is ending his life. Although Jenny has a reason to do so but as far as the heavenly god is concerned, revenge is not a job for us to do. One should leave this world peacefully without resentment. One should also leave the karma to the heaven to punish the culprit. And because a dead person would never wear in red, it is even more sinful for the living being to wrap up the dead one in red. Remember a dead person can never do it herself.
If you are old enough, you may recall an incident happened in Singapore during the early 90s. There was this guy who was driving and quarreling with his girl friend sitting beside on the expressway along the ECP. The girl walked down from the car when the car stopped on the shoulder of the expressway. She than walked alongside the road towards the main road before she can flag a taxi. Her boy friend which was driving ran her down from behind and killed her instantly. Her boy friend claimed that it was an accident. But the family of the dead young woman think otherwise. So, The family of the dead young woman dressed her in red in the coffin hoping that she would haunt the killer. This is sinful. The dead young woman didn't even have a chance to make her own decision.
Anyway, let me comes back to my story. The news was a blow to everyone living in the village. It was even more devastated to her family back home. As of liked the above, Jenny family dressed her in red before sending her off to her next destination. After since that morning, the old man who was once a religion witch started to see Jenny image outside his home. She would usually stands in the plantation a distance from where the old man live. This doesn't bother the old man because he has got used to see things that other don't see. Also, he would not want to get involve with whatever Jenny has with the bloody young man. Every few nights, the wild dogs in the village would barked fiercely at one moment and than moaning the next moment. Once a peaceful village is now became a fearful village.
Sometimes in mid of 1998, the political driven anti-govt riot in Indonesia turned to anti-Chinese. Street protests and rioters were everywhere. Some hooligans were desperate and would ransack houses and loot valuable from Chinese homes. Many Chinese were robbed, raped and killed. Even those that lived in a security guarded apartment would not be spared. Unfortunately, Jenny's parents were killed and her two teenage sisters were raped before throwing their lifeless body into the burning fire. Suddenly, an image of only Jenny became 5 in a row. Jenny, her parents and 2 sisters standing in the plantation almost every other night. Jenny is now in needs of help. And she certainly knew that only the once religion witch old man can help her.
Have you heard that the ancestor tablet we offer in our home is the home of little god ( 小神 ) beside the religion deity? Yes, our ancestor is supposed to be protecting us. Therefore, Jenny can only hoped that the old man would approach her voluntarily and because of the tomb outside the old man's house, she can't get any nearer. She can just hopes for the best.
Due to the nature of the old man ability in black magic, he can see and feel the presence of spirit naturally. He stopped practicing the evil trade only after his third wife gave birth to a daughter that was born with low IQ about twenty years ago. Not retarded but just a slow learner compared to those children her age. He thought it was a punishment from the heaven and was a hint for him to call his trade a day. Today, after so many years, the old man thought he may do something for Jenny if is harmless so as to gain some good deeds out of the helping. From the way he talks and his hands expression, I could feel that he was trying to tell me how scary it was to go near a girl spirit who was known as possessing with plentiful of resentment in her. Without much elaborating, I think he was trying to tell me she was once a very attractive girl but is now very ugly. I think no one is pretty if one is possessing with resentment.
Well, actually Jenny’s request was very simple. She needs the old man to help to retrieve her parents and sisters bodies from the hospital mortuary and burial them together beside her grave. The old man grant her the wish after getting the details from her aunt living in the same village.
The spirit of Jenny doesn’t appear in the village every night. But when she does, the wild dogs would barked as though they see something. When she wasn’t there, she might be somewhere looking out for food. Or, maybe you should look behind you to see if she was standing behind you reading what you are reading now.
Anyway, the old man has a 20 years old daughter that staying with him. The old man never once worried for her because she was far from attractive among the other teenage girls in the same village. But out of sudden, she begins to pay more attention in her dressing and starts using her mother's make-up set. Don't know how it was started, before the old man noticed anything amiss, he saw his daughter sitting inside the bloody young man's car one day. The old man was boiling and despite his pleading with her daughter to stop seeing him, she simply don't care. Ironically, she starts seeing him even more frequently.
A leopard would not change its spot. Not long after, the bloody young man was found dead in his car. He was stabbed with a hair pin to his throat. The deadly killed was very swiftly. Its just doesn't looked like a work by someone who claimed to be less intelligent. The old man's daughter was arrested by the police for murder. Her stands was, on the night of killing, she was assaulted and she was acted out of self-defends. Beside, she was born less intelligent in nature. She was later acquitted of all the charges by the court.
After the incident, the village went back to its glory days of peace.
I wondered how many could there be wandering spirits in Indonesia if life after death is existence in the eyes of a muslim country. If only they have a festive month like us that offer prayer for the souls than I think Indonesia may not have as much disaster like today. May all the dead one live in peace.
Hi… I will be posting up more stories on Taoism, Ghostly Encounters, Human Knowledge and etc.... I hope to give as much benefit as possible to my regular readers. It’ll be good if you could peep in at times to read up/update yourself with Taoism, Ghostly Encounters, Human knowledge etc... stuff. I am a Taoist; indeed I believe it a lot. However, the roads are thousand miles away. When time passes by, experiences are accumulated and will be shared. So I hope you have enjoyed my site and stay tune for more update. Happy Reading.
Sincerely,
Kevin
What Happens to the Spirits of Babies When There's a Miscarriage or Abortion?
Posted by Kevin's worldThese days, abortions are getting common as people become more liberal. In recent press reports, there is an increase in teenage abortions especially of recent years. So, is an abortion just taking something out from your stomach? In fact, many know that it is a life taken when such an act is performed. However, as it is still small, it becomes insignificant to its parents. What happens to the baby after that?
As soon as a mother is pregnant, there is a sign of life from within. So, when a baby is aborted or miscarried even at its earliest stage, it has a soul by itself.
Like an adult who died of a sudden or unjustified death, the baby soul will have nowhere to go. It will not automically report to Hades as its natural life span is not due. Hence, it will roam the Secular World till its life expectancy ends without getting any food, shelter and clothes. During this time, the baby soul will continue to follow its mother. This will cause misfortune to the mother because when a soul follows a human for a period of time, her luck and health will deteriorate over time.
In order to prevent the baby soul from following the mother and for it to suffer in the Secular World, its parents should perform a "Pu Du" ritual （普度） so that it can proceed to Hades and be sent to a department called "Wang Si Cheng" （枉死城）where it will await for its life span to end before going through the cycle of life and death again. While there, it will at least get basic food, shelther and clothings until its natural life span ends.
So for example, if a baby is expected to have a life span of 70 years but its life was terminated suddenly by abortion or miscarriage, it will have to roam aimlessly in the Secular World for 70 years if 普度 is not performed or wait for its time in 枉死城 if 普度 is performed.
As for the parents, they will not have a good time as well. They will of course be subject to punishment in Hades after death if they knowingly take a life.
To conclude, we would like to advise all human beings to be responsible for their own actions and not cause unneccessary suffering and misfortune to others.
Every year, 白沙大爷坛 will have an activity called “普度祖先、婴灵及五方孤魂法会”. This is done during 大爷伯千秋 on 农历四月十二. Those who wish to perform 普度 for ancestors or baby souls can do so during this time.
We are celerating our 大爷伯千秋 on 农历四月十二 2009
For more information on 普度婴灵 or 祖先 Please contact me (kevin_pck_1234@hotmail.com )
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Alex was a very ordinary child and was also one of the non-believers in spirits
until he was 11. During one of his usual route to his school, with his mother
walking beside him carrying his bag, an old woman jumped from the top of the
building they were walking past and landed flat on the ground just few meters
away from him. At the age of 11, the young Alex was extremely shocked with
the scene he witnessed. After that incident, it affects and changes Alex a lot a lot…
Alex became very quiet and scare of darkness. He sleeps with room lights on.
He needs company to the school toilet. He behaves strangely after that incident.
Later his mother discovered, Alex has a strange ability, he can sometimes
See, feel or hear the spirits. Alex mother was told by a deity that his ‘frequency’
has crossed path with the unseen. It cannot be fixed. The only way to stay
unharmed is to contribute deeds. With merits, he would be saved.
Many years later, a now working Alex went to consult a well known palm reading
master. All other advises were normal, except this particular special reminder
for Alex. The master says: “Young man, you’re not an ordinary people. You’ve
a very special ability with the unseen. That’s no good for you. I can’t help you
much on that but I’ve a golden word for you. I hope this golden word will help
you to remember me when you’re in trouble one day.” The master
continued:” Remember, there’ll be a life threatening moment (jie) at your age of
34, to safely go through the (jie) is to contribute more goodwill merits. But, your
(jie) is one that also from your goodwill merit.”
Alex asked:” Master, you mean I do something good and the good thing would
eventually turned bad in me?” The master reply:” Yes, but you can’t stop doing
good, you need to just continue doing it even if it would turned out bad for some
reasons. Don’t worry, the heaven will look after the good one.”
Because of his nature, very quiet and a bit of isolation behavior, Alex never stays
long in a company. Eventually, he chooses to drive taxi as his career.
Alex don’t usually see the spirits. His feeling sense is stronger. But he still
chooses not to stay up too late at night especially during the lunar 7th month.
But tonight, because the sky was pouring heavily and there were many
passengers out there waiting to go home. Alex hopes he can send them all home
safely to be with their family earlier. He is always put people before self. So busy
that he carelessly overlooked that it is the first day of lunar 7th month. He noticed
it only after he saw people praying near the business back alley. By then, it was
already a bit too late for him because he is 34 this year.
By the time Alex reaches his home carpark, it was already past midnight and the
sky was still pouring heavily. Alex decided to wait for the rain to slow down a bit
before he goes down from his cab. So he stopped his cab under a shelter not
mean for parking to cut out the rain dropping noise on the cab roof. Now in a
quieter cabin, Alex tuned to his favourite classic channel 90.5FM and lowered
down his driver’s seat slowly to catch a quick nap while waiting for the rain to
stop.
Suddenly, Alex woke up with a shock to find a young chinese lady seating behind
the driver’s seat. The lady asked:” 司机大哥，你能送我一程吗?” Alex quickly
adjusting back up his driver’s seat and said :” 其实我是下班了，不过雨还是那麽
大， 我就送你一程吧.”
Along the journey, Alex tried to take a glimpse of the lady from his rear mirror.
But no matter how hard he tried, he couldn’t catch her face because the lady
was seating right behind the driver’s seat and the headrest of the driver’s seat
actually blocked out the passenger face. All Alex could see is the lady keeps
using her left hand to brush forward her hair. It was like using the hair on top
to patch or cover her forehead. Beside this, she got another request. She
said she don’t understand English so she would like to have a Chinese radio
station be played.
Halfway through the journey, the lady was like talking to someone through her
mobile. Her conversation was like – Johnny, 你几时会带我回家？我已经等了很
久了，我不想再等下去了，你带我回家好吗? She was saying the above with
sobbing voices. Alex pass her a packet of tissue paper from the front. The lady
then said:” 司机大哥，你的人真好，你带我回家好吗?” Alex jokingly said:” 对不
起，我的华语不好，请不要见怪。是啊，我现在不是带你回家咯!” After this
sentence, Alex was woken up by a knocking sound on his car window. – knot
knot knot, Alex ah, why are you sleeping in the carpark? Oh, it was Alex’s mother
going for her morning exercise. “oh, I thought I just want to take a short nap, what?
Its already 5am??!!” replied Alex.
Alex quickly jumped up from his seat and get prepare for his routine cleaning for
his next driver. He thought to himself – woo, the dream was very real, maybe I
was too tired. Suddenly, just before Alex was to turn himself out from his driver’s
seat, he noticed something, he turned back and look at the radio, CHINESE
RADIO STATION? Alex don’t listen to Chinese program because his Chinese
Is very poor. He was stunt! His movement became slower, his hands were
moving without his brain controlling. He clear the floor matt, the matt were all
dry. That means no one came into the cab. He starts cleaning the car seat,
he found hairs on the seat right behind the driver’s. He took up the hairs by his
fingers and examine the hairs, the color of the dyed hairs he is holding was
exactly the same as the lady in his dream. DREAM?? Was it a dream at all?
After that first day of 7th month morning, his luck and health all started going down hill.
He spent lesser hour on the road. He lost his diet even to his favorite food.
And he starts losing alot of weight. Sometimes, he even talks to himself at home.
One day, while driving his taxi, he picked up a middle age Thai woman. The
woman asked to stop the taxi just less than a few meters after the she got in
from the rear door. She shouted:” Uncle, Stop! Stop!” Alex was puzzled but still
stopped safely at the side of the road for her. The woman than got down from the
rear and went back in to the taxi by the front. The woman than look at Alex with
two big eyes and said:” Do you know your taxi is very dirty?” Alex was like “What?”
Paused awhile and looked back at her and said:” Madam, I clean my taxi
everyday you know!” The woman explained:” I don’t mean that dirty, I can sensed
corpse smell and that I guess your taxi has a spirit.” Alex was stunt by her
straight to the point remarks. He recalled the dream he had few morning ago.
He thought to himself, this is not going to be a joke.
The woman passed a name card to Alex and tells him this before she got down.
“Look, this is a name card of a Thai religion master, he is now in Singapore, he
is very good with this type of spiritual issues, go and visit him immediately, he
maybe able to help you. By looking at your face, I don’t think you can go through
this 7th month if you just sit here and do nothing. Remember, tell him, Ah Nie is
my name, I smell corpse in your taxi, he would know what to do.”
Without further delay, Alex went straight down to the Thai master’s office located
in Golden landmark just after he dropped the woman. The Thai master, a very
old man received a very panicked young Alex unexpectedly in his office. After
hearing from Alex, The old master said this slowly :” I can sense that she
possessed very strong resentment, can you tell me what is your relationship with
her?” Alex replied shockingly:” No, I don’t know her, we’re not related.” The old
master said this slowly and patiently:” Yes, you’ve seen her. Can you recall
where and in what circumstances you met her?” Alex paused awhile and than
said:” Could it be the accident I met many years ago?” He continue:” Many years
ago, it was on the first day of 7th month, the floor was wet after the rain, I saw a
motorbike skidded just right in front of my taxi. To avoid hitting the bike, my cab
also resulted in hitting against the side wall of the expressway. The rider was a
man in his mid 30’s and a lady pillion. I didn’t really catch the look of the lady
pillion because her face was covered with blood all over. Because she was
wearing a short skirt at the time of accident and was laying on the road
unconscious, I actually rushed down from my cab to cover her leg with my jacket.
The next thing I know from the medic later was, she is dead. I read from papers
later that she was from China and the rider is a married man.”
The old man sigh and than continue:” You’re now at the lowest point of your luck,
so she is one level above you. She must have felt betrayed by the rider and
lonely. We must not agitate her further, you must now look for a master that can
help you to perform a ritual for her, hopefully she can be repent and let you go.
For the time being, you keep this amulet with you, I hope this amulet would
protect you.”
Master? Alex recalled the palm reading master he visited many years ago. He
remember him saying that if he is in trouble, go back to look for him. So Alex
went back to the palm reading master. The palm reader master than gave Alex a
name card of a Chinese temple. He said:” Go to this temple, they maybe able to
save you.”
When Alex called us the next day, it was not on a Friday. So Alex was told to
wait for our session which is only every Friday. So on Friday afternoon, Alex
called again, this time, he asked for a Q number for that night. But that night,
Alex did not managed to turn out for the session. We thought it was just another
ordinary absentee, little did we know, he could be never make it to our temple
if not of the ordinary Q number.
Alex crashed his taxi on the way to our temple and was admitted to the hospital.
He was critically injured, in a state of coma and is placed in ICU. His mother got
his personal belonging back from the staff in the hospital the next day. She found
2 religious name cards, one is the Thai master, the other one is our temple. She
also noticed a Q number written on a piece of paper attached to our name card.
Alex’s mother called our temple to inform us of Alex mishap and at the same time
to check what was Alex trying to consult. In view of his already intended to visit
our temple and is now suddenly in a state of coma, His mother was asked to visit
our temple for an immediate session on that very evening. All the temple helpers
were mobilized that day to attend the session that night.
That evening, dua ya pek came. After checking with Alex’s mother of the whole
event, Ah Pek puts his fingers to work on the abacus. He than have this to say:”
Alex’s soul is in possession by a lady spirit, she is very very resentful.” Alex’s
sobbing mother puts her kneels on the ground and begs Ah Pek to save her child.
We were told that due to Alex’s nature that he could sense the unseen, he
believes the underworld and the wondering spirits within us, so Alex spent most
of his earning in offering these spirits in the temple or places that he could feel
strong negative wave (ying qi). His mother kept stressing that Alex should not be
taken away this way as he is always very helpful and is a very humble and kind
hearted man. She even walked on her kneels out to our temple to ask mercy
from the heaven. The power of a mother’s love.
Instead of going after the lady spirit with a hard approach, Ah Pek decided to
take her by what she actually wanted, She wants her ex-lover, so we were
instructed to get her ex-lover details. From where? From the police because Alex
were involved in an accident together with her and Johnny, so there should be a
record of him in the police report.
We got contact with the accident investigator officer (IO). Surprisingly, after we
identified our intention, we didn’t need much explanation to obtain the details of
that accident because the IO himself and some colleagues in the department
were also experienced with some unexplained encounters during the course of
investigation of the case. (that’s another story) And before we leave, the IO even
reminded us to update him with the outcome.
Anyway, we were told by the IO that Johnny was survived in the accident but his
affair with the China girl was exposed after the accident. His wife asked for
divorce, he lost custody of his children, failing business and together with many
other financial matters all came one after another. In the end, Johnny is now
living in a mental hospital.
As far as a Taoism formation is concerned, Its never easy to beat us because we
have hundred of deities and thousand of unseen armies ready for this type of war
against the evil anytime. She was just alone. It would just the matter of time to
win the battle.
Alex was recovering slowly after a few months. He came to our temple during our
big day which was held in a tentage in a big field. He came to thanks Ah Pek for
saving him and also to tell Ah Pek that he could still dreams of the lady spirit
once awhile. Although he was repeatedly given assurance by Ah Pek that he
would not be harmed, but Alex was still finding it very disturbing. So, Ah Pek
suggested to him to get an ‘army’ into his body. Once if the ‘army’ is permanently
inside his body, the spirit would not dare to come near him again. Without
hesitation, Alex agreed. We then used an ‘army’ skewer to poke through his left
arm. This is to symbolize that the ‘army’ has taken charged of the body. Any
unauthorized intruder will be prosecutor. (for this part, I think only those that have
Taoist’s temple related experience would know what I mean).
Well, coincidently, our event that night was performing ritual for the ancestors
and feast for the wondering spirits within the estate. So, when the skewer was
removed from his arm, you know what, Alex grab my arm with his 2 hands and
said this:” God, I see many spirits standing outside the tentage waiting to come
in for the feast.” I’m serious, this is what I heard from him. His ‘yin qi’ is even
stronger and he can see spirits very clearly after that night. He can see all the
spirits near him but not the lady spirit anymore.
The end.
I got this story from my friend's website-www.yeobt.multiply.com
Sori for not updating... abit busy... ok... my late for school symptom seem getting from bad to worse. WHY AM I TOTALLY NOT MOTIVATED BY MY TEACHER'S WORD! she told me something which others might find it lame... 'HABIT' if you take out the H, it becomes 'ABIT' if you take out the A it becomes 'BIT' if you take out the B it becomes 'IT' and if you take out the T it becomes 'I'... so bad habits are being cultivated by I so it still depends on mi whether i want to change or not. Why am i just not quitting this habit...ah... *BANGING HEAD ON WALL* i think a proper time management handbook is needed, a time planner is needed... i am looking forward for the brand new kevin without lateness... i think my sisters, deardear and my teachers are looking forward as well.
Went to a friend gathering chalet with my god sisters and friends, it was a very fun,happy, unforgetable chalet. And it is also my very first chalet with them. Everyone was just so havoc in the chalet... Tau Pok... haha teng sis so ke lian lo... kana Gui ya by a ghost(mel sis was the ghost)haha... is Bei Gui Ya not Pi Gu Yang... lolx learn a few games from my sis. Another Chalet with them will be during my sisters birthday which is in two month time.
Medical Check Up for NS on the last day of chalet so i did not stay till the check out day... The Medical Check Up was pretty good.everything were very systematic and the Check Up station was extremely fast. Gone through Blood test, Urine test, GCE test, Dental check, X-ray, Ht and Wt and IQ, EQ test. The station that i detest most was the IQ & EQ test cos it's so freaking long... i finished my physical check up at around 3.30pm and that f***ing IQ n EQ test took mi about 2.5 hrs... stupid rite. Well i am in Pes A... hAHA
And now i am at mel sis hse... over nite at her place with teng sis who had already knock out...
Hmmm k i shall end here...
~bye~
Did not go to school today… was extremely tired jus because of that project planning thingy and thought of giving myself some rest before I fall sick again…
The tarot cards prediction was extremely accurate la… the cards say there might be some conflicts with my group mate and now guess what they might be a change of our project… dunno la… although its so accurate but I still doubt on that thing.. Any way I think Chinese prediction will be better… ya... I will try It once mel sis is back.. I will sure put her along…
Something that I would like to share with people who don’t believe in 因果:
If there is no因果 I think everyone on earth will live in same grade/class of life.. You are rich becos last life you donated your money to the poor once. You are poor is becos you cheat others money in your last life. You look pretty or handsome Is becos last life you offer flowers to god or use gold to coat they’re status…so all this is related or not everyone will be the same and never forget to cultivate spiritual merit…
Well I have a lot of this type of story and reason where I have learnt in my life...
Wa shit lo… Yesterday do project stuff till 4am+ la… than today wake up at 10.30am.. Skip 3 lesson in the morning… really damn tired. Well I really hope that my hard work is being appreciate by my group mates and teachers.. This is the first time that I plan a lot of things in advance. A project calendar was drawn out for the purpose of ‘completion of project on time.’ And this is my first time doing this. This project that we are doing is a confirmation project on whether are we going to CPTC to finish of my education in ITE (NITEC) or a elimination. So I'll do my very best to help my group mates and I to scores and secure a place in CPTC as well as (Higher NITEC).
Last Saturday my dear and I went to Causeway Point to have dinner. We had Pizza at Pizza Hut.. Erm to me not very full la but my dear said she's very full. Both of us ordered a Couple Meal -a Hawaiian pizza and it come with two soups and 2 Pepsi, a Potato and Chicko’ salad was order as a appetizer, which tasted so good~!
Pictures Taken while having our dinner:
After dinner we when to somewhere outside if the Woodland Regional Library and we took pictures of us
Here’s the Picture:
You know what after my piles two weeks later which is when Hebe came to Singapore.. Them unluckily..Than u still feel that i am heaty in my body..
Dear i told you rite i will change..I miss you dear dear.. LOve you for ever..
Just started the 8 weeks of inschool training.. Wah very boring sia... My brother in school went company for IA then i don't have any close friends... hai sian lo...love the time being together with my brother...7weeks more to go excluding this week..
My aim now is:
- Study and get good result
- Go Higher nitec (Biochemical)
- Sustaining the relationship of mi and my dear
- Joining getai.. sing in getai.. wow
- Life is as good as good life hahahaha....
Oops!! Long time never blog.. abit lazy.. keep on sleeping like a pig ('@')… I can sleep up to 16 hrs a day.. Wa lao.. I think le also scared sia… It seem like I am being hypnosis… lolz!! This is rather bad la… I think it’s time for mi to get rid of the very bad habit.. Hmmm...
When to 1 event of S.H.E (Hebe) @ Suntec Galleria on last Friday… She is an ambassador for ‘Nobel Biocare’…erm something got to do with Tooth…She also announces that their new album will be release Mid of August… Yeah!!! So it mean that their coming again. Can’t wait any longer… Well of cause we took pictures and video of her…Well not saying anymore but watch what I have:
Pictures: 
F*** la… After Piles now Fever…. What the f*** is this man… am I really weak? *think*.. Sian half lor… actually want to go sun tanning this week than now don’t know whether can make it or not… Zzz.
Walao.. My family very irritating de… sick/on medication should rest right? Than when
I am sleeping they say I always sleep Wa lan… aiya heck care I still sleep… if I don’t sleep later I faint.
LOL!!! My resting period during my fever never did I forget about DotA. Learn something like how to play, how to increase damage, how to choose heroes…etc… really I enjoy playing this game… and this is a game that pull Me, mel and teng together…wow three of us add together = POWER!
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VERY IMPORTANT NOTICE
S.H.E “Hebe” is coming to Singapore this Friday. Yes this Friday 27 Jun 08.. She will be at Suntec Galleria @ 2pm… So S.H.E fans what are you all waiting for?
Wa.. no time to blog sia.. Band practice on Wed & Fri.. Going out with friend.. Playing DotA.. haha..
I bought a clarinet from my senior.. Anyway I had been borrowing the clarinet for about 1yr+ ba.. So I decided to buy it over. Wow! Cool man... I wooden clarinet and it only cost $300.
Going out with friend for dinner… Shopping.. Coming up next will be Sun tanning at Sentosa. Wow! Shiok shio…
DotA- learn a lot of thing in this game… from a total idiot in game to a game addict… cool right.. DJ max in PSP, I am playing it as well.. lolx.. Wondering what game will be comimg up next to make mi addicted to it… * Thinking with a callout balloon *
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Well I am quite disappointed in people tagging rubbish on my tag board..
This time there is a passer by claim that she my GF…??? How can this be…? Most of my close friends know that I have a girlfriend.. And yet this bloody CUCU claim that she my GF… and some more say my god sis AC… Siao ah u… brain screw up ah… NBCB..
F*** la… Let me know who you are…? *I shall tell you when that day comes* PB
And to claim to everyone that don’t know who my girlfriend is
There she is:
If you are giving your blessing to us thanks if not U R NOT WELCOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Shit!!had been playing DotA all day long... damn interesting.. learn quite alot of thing when playing alone with computers...lolx. but i still need to learn from mel jie... ;)
Been going to City Hall last weekend.. IT show la..with my godsisters and my dear..both days i spend almost $80 ba... :'( heart broken cos i amd broke..
Nah its ok...lolx what for so 看不开. Once in awhile only.. Take it as a form of celebration for my recovery from piles lolx..
Well i do see some changes.. but its only 1 day and i cant judge yet..hmmm well time will speak everything.
well i have 3 different person that i can go together for sun tanning... yeah!WHEN...??? CAN'T wait to lie under the sun... WOOoooo! SHIOK
well i going to sleep le lei... tired...
Bye Bye
Kevin Signing ofF!!!!!!!!
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DOTZ!!!
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Complain again.... Hai... anyway i am used to it le.. well i am try to tresure u more.. Learn in process...lolx
my piles is recovering but i have a feel that there is still slight pain... Well its recovering... Dotz!
When is S.H.E relising their album.. about a yr plus since the last album *play*...
waiting...
Friends chalet is coming! yeah! hoping that it willl be a good one..
WARNING!
To prevent me from getting angry, run away... is not to play what you all have play on Entian.. i am serious.. cos i guess i will be the next one on their list..
When are we going for next DOTA..?
Well true enough, i am going to CPTC (Chemical Process Training Centre), Its rather good. I can learn more thing there under the supervision of the trainers.
- 8 weeks of in school programme
- 10 weeks of CPTC training
:'( today is a bad day i was alone in one of the class room doing project and when i got up to get something i slip and fall and got my hand injured. well the wound is pretty long.
This is the wound:
And this is the same class room, the same area that i fall:
Maybe this is the exchange from god... Curing Piles but injury on my hand..
Well its still MUCH BETTER than Piles.
I can't wait for going to east coast park with my dear, i can't wait to go Sentosa with my god sis(mel), can't wait for the IT show with my god sis(teng)... Erm well actually is can't wait to go out all day long... wahaha...going out is still my favourite hobbie..
Well why not some joke:
1. There were these three guys. They had been walking for 3 days and were very tired. They found a hotel, rented a room and went to sleep. Then, this old guy comes in out of nowhere, and says there is a magic pool just outside their hotel room. He tells them "Ok, you must jump off the diving board, and yell out what you wanna land in."
So the three guys go over to the pool. The first guy, a vegetarian, yells out "Bananas!" and lands in a pool of bananas. The second guy was money hungry and yelled out "Money!" and lands in a pile of money. The third guy jumps, when a bird shits on his head, and he yells "Oh Shit!"
2. A few days after Christmas, A mother was working in the kitchen listening to her son playing with his new electric train set in the living room. She heard the train stop and her son yell "All you sons of bitches who want to get off, get the hell off now, because this is the last stop! All of you sons of bitches that are getting on, get your asses in the train cause were leaving". The mother went in and told her son, "we don't use that kind of language in this house." Now I want you to go into your room for two hours. When you come out, you can play with your train, but I don't want to hear any bad language.
Two hours later, the son comes out of his room and continues playing with his train. Soon the train stopped and the mother heard the son say, "All passengers who are disembarking the train, please remember to take all of your belongings with you. We thank you for riding with us today and hope your ride was a pleasant one. We hope you will ride with us again soon. For those of you who are just boarding the train, we ask that you stow all of your hand luggage under the seat, remember there is no smoking except on the club car. We hope you have a pleasant and relaxing journey with us today".
"For those of you who are pissed off with the two hour delay , please see the bitch in the kitchen."
Shit la... when is my piles going to recover. Pain lor. It really stop me from alot of thing. Luckily i still got my dear and my god sisters. Thanks for your accompany!!
IA is on my way. Thurdays will be having a IA talk. most prob i am going to CPTC ba...
Ah Shit i miss DOTA, SUN TANNING, SWIMMING, GO BEACH WITH MY DEAR, GO OUT WITH MY GOD SISTERS AND FRIENDSZ.... Oh my god...
Can you recover faster! :@
Wow! Finally my backside feel better. All thanks to my grandmum traditional method of curing Piles. And of cos plenty of washing and stuff. lol
Wa! today cannot go tua cos my grandmum still want me to rest. Not to walk to much. But i feel not right if i don't go cos i am the 1 sick what about other people? maybe 1 of them is sick but he/she still go. Am i being selfish. I think that is me ba. I always 替别人想而忽略了我自己的身体。我是不是很笨？Making people happy is my priority. 当我只有30分钟的休息时间我都愿意拿来帮别人做他的东西。 you get what i mean?
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试。
人的一身谁没错，只要犯错知改过，
改过以后别再错，人生才能好好过。
F*** la i went to see a doctor and the doctor say i got zhi chuang. But at least i know what is happening to me.
Finally my exam over le. UTM paper is kind of difficult don't know whether can pass ma. but EQM is a 95% that i can pass.
And its time for me to play and enjoy my life. Yeah!!
i am waiting for IA...
WAITING...
WAITING...
52% Done...
LOL!!! :)
Oh my god... i am so busy.. 75% revision for tue exam, 15% working, 10% enjoymemt.. walao... can i request for 30 hr a day... damn busy.Anyway i still hope that i can pass my exam.
What is happening to my asshole... it F***ing pain la.. abt 5days le.. during sleeping i will wake up and cant sleep cos its too painful.
Oh.. Its like alot of people say we don't look like we r together.. ya i do think that way. but i believe its good if we can talk about it and maybe to exchange our thought..
Because i believe in relationship belong to 2 people so once there is a problem tell it out. I know that i take my godsisters and friend more than u but i'm trying.
Why am i doing the same mistake again and again. People always learn this in school ' Always learn from your mistake' and why i'm not. Does it means that i have never learn form it. It's not just once but many time. This time round i am going to give myself a last chance as well as my god. I really hope.
God, Bless me pls